Sunday, October 7, 2007

and then i danced



People listen to music, I feel it. I experience it, I live it, I dance to it. My body takes over, I stop thinking. I lose my inhibitions, I lose control. I live in that moment, I exist.

God made man, man made music, and music inspired lives. I am inspired too, in ways I can't even comprehend.

They say that in you life you have to seek out your guru. I seek my guru, the one who can understand what I experience and nurture it. I want to thrive on it.

I'm still looking for my opportunity, I'm looking for my purpose. I hope to find it before long.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

why do I want to stay?

I know not what i am
I know only that i can never really be
what i want to be
or set out to see what i want to see

i seek salvation
i seek admiration
i know i cannot get them
both in unison

i want someone
who can understand me
i need someone to
come and save me

sometimes i want to get up
and leave everything behind
sometimes i want to embrace
the world and everything in it

I think it through
I wonder everyday
I want to go away
But why do I want to stay?